My simPle yet Complicated world

Eagle's Wings

2009-06-06T22:22:00.001+08:00

Here I am waiting, Abide in me I pray
Here I am longing, For You
Hide me in Your love
Bring me to my knees
May I know Jesus
More and more

Come live in me
All my life
Take over
Come breathe in me
I will rise
On eagle's wings

Disappear

2009-02-18T16:53:00.001+08:00

Disappear - Beyonce

If I beg and if I cry
Would it change the sky tonight?
Will it give me sunlight?
Should I wait for you to call?
Is there any hope at all?
Are you drifting by...

When I think about it
I know that I was never held or even cared
The more I think about it
The less that I was able to share with you
I try to reach for you, I can almost feel you
You're nearly here
And then you disappear
(Disappear, disappear, disappear)
You disappear
(Disappear, disappear, disappear)

And then I lie all by myself
I see your face, I hear your voice
My heart stays faithful
And time has come and time has passed
If its good it's got to last
It feels so right

When I think about it
I know that I was never held or even cared
The more I think about it
The less that I was able to share with you
I try to reach for you, I can almost feel you
You're nearly here
And then you disappear
(Disappear, disappear, disappear)
You disappear
(Disappear, disappear, disappear)
You, you disappear

I missed all the signs, one at a time....
You were ready
What did I know?
Starting our lives....
Now my love, I'm ready to shine

When I think about it
I know that I was never held or even cared
The more I think about it
The less that I was able to share with you
I try to reach for you, I can almost feel you
You're nearly here
And then you disappear
You disappear, you disappear
You disappear, disappear

Dissapear - Beyonce

Melbourne Day 1 n 2

2009-01-03T11:07:00.005+08:00

Melbourne + SYdney Trip on 29 Oct-9 Nov

Hapy New Year

2009-01-03T11:06:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year 2009!!!!!

Merry X'mas

2008-12-25T03:58:00.004+08:00

Merry Christmas 2008 guys!!!!

NB: Li, Blog mu knp?? ndak bisa ke buka!!!

Another one Video

Last Paper..

2008-11-18T02:15:00.002+08:00

Today is my final paper...
phew.. finally after struggling for 3 days,
i'm done... ^^

yesterday we are having Christmas celebration party and 8 anniversary for our church. It's quite tiring and busy...

(picture will be uploaded soon)

-dd-

Exam...

2008-11-16T00:17:00.000+08:00

Exam..Exam..Exam..Exam..Exam..Exam..
2 more days to go..

Opek: bukan ga mau cerita pek, tapi lagi bliwet mbek exam nih...hohoho...
btw 400 itu bukan foto ku ya...

...Holiday...

2008-10-29T16:38:00.001+08:00

7 Hours to go...

i will tell my journey in there,,,

can't wait to have some fun... ^^

We're all in this together

2008-10-27T23:39:00.002+08:00

Here and now its time for celebration
I finally figured it out (yeah yeah)
That all our dreams have no limitations
That's what its all about(yeah yeah)

Everyone is special in their own way
We make each other strong (we make each other strong)
Were not the same
Were different in a good way
Together's where we belong

We're all in this together
Once we know
That we are
We're all stars
And we see that
We're all in this together
And it shows
When we stand
Hand in hand
Make our dreams come true

Together, together, together everyone
Together, together, come on lets have some fun
Together, were there for each other every time
Together together come on lets do this right

We're all here
and speaking out with one voice
we're going to rock the house (YEAH YEAH!)
the party's on now everybody make some noise
come on scream and shout

We've arrived because we stuck together
Champions one and all

We're all in this together
Once we know
That we are
We're all stars
And we see that
We're all in this together
And it shows
When we stand
Hand in hand
Make our dreams come

Holiday...

2008-10-27T02:36:00.001+08:00

3 more days to go...

Melbourne i'm coming....^^

must be fun out there..

What a day...

2008-10-18T21:30:00.002+08:00

Phew...another weekend class is coming...

the worst is...

mid test on sunday!!!! (u got a jackpot!!)

arrrghhhh.... what a day...

monday another make up class, and on thursday another mid test... hiks..

so @#$%^&*!!!!

haizz...

aniwai...

Happy bday to Ayrin... (17 Oct)

Andreas is coming soon (22 Oct)

anybody else coming soon???

ah ya...

Mr. USA (Missouri), Denise and Yoyos... november is coming to town guys....

@ Starbucks

2008-10-10T21:49:00.005+08:00

After discussion project @ Long John Silver, next session continue @ Starbucks...

accompanied by a cup of grande ice green tea latte, with ugly chicken puff and ice water...

phew... a lot of things to do... and a lot of things are going (not going but running) on my minds...

everything seems combine and mixed into one...

reading Miss O blogs... i think we should make a gank...

IJOM LUMUT (Ikatan JOmblo Mdc LUcu and iMUT)

hahaha... we should bring the singlish back into track.. wakakakakak...

ok.. enough for the break... start the lesson again...hahaha...

-dd-

PS. for the jomblo's... u r not a jomblos... why??? read below...^^

Bukan dengan kekuatanku
Kudapat jalani hidupku
Tanpa Tuhan yang disampingku
Ku tak mampu sendiri

Engkaulah kuatku
Yang menopangku

Kupandang wajahMu
Dan berseru
Pertolonganku datang dariMu

Peganglah Tanganku
Jangan lepaskan
Kaulah harapan
Dalam hidupku

by: Sari Simorangkir

Happy B'day

2008-10-08T10:13:00.002+08:00

2 days ago, we celebrate Mr.G b'day..

we are trying to make a trap for him by asking Miss O, and Miss A fighting. they agree to do that. on sunday (which is one day before the b'day), Miss A n Miss O fighting and making a cold war. at night, Mr. G are asking us to have a dinner together. suddenly we say "oooo... our trap can failed".

However, we try to manage the trap by re-arrange it and make it more perfect. we meet Mr. G and his sister Miss D along with Mr. Y, Mr. Y and Miss I. the acting of Miss O is perfect that makes Mr. G confuse, and asking what wrong with Miss O???

After eat, i sent them home but not to their home. we go to Anchorage. Mr. G already there because he drive another car. Miss O say she want a counseling. so she come in with Mr. Y. Me and Mr. P are there because Mr. G say the car should be parked at anchorage and he will send us home.

Mr. B call Mr. G by saying Miss A want to sleep at hotel as Miss O has force her to move out from her house...
Mr. G said, ask her to come so we can finish it all.

then Mr. G sent me and Mr. P home, while Mr. H and Miss F reach there as well with the cake...

After arrive at home, me and Mr. P find a taxi and go back again to anchorage. there we meet everyone and suddenly coming to the room where Miss O and Miss A are being counseled. Mr. G looks very suprised...

we win this time... hehehe...

go back home and sleep only for 3-4 hours... another story is coming...

Mr. A ask me to buy 3 clothes for Mr. G bday present. he say he want to give it mysteriously. He ask me to put in somewhere he can see but dont let Mr. G know that me who put it.

so the clothes are given in separate days every each day until his bday. The big suprise is, there will be a guest from surabaya and he will come to suprise Mr. G.

after the counselling trap, the next day i pick up the guest. i come out that the actual guest cant come so change into another guest which is the secretary of Mr. A. I accompany her from morning until the start of the party, arrange the trap again as told by Mr. A.

Our trap almost failed, as one of Mr. A friends accidentally call Mr. G and say she is here...

But Mr. A manage to make sure she is not in Singapore, nad we make a twist from the original plan. the original plan is the guest is hiding, covered by cotton sheet and ask Mr. G to guest. but since he might be know it, so we ask Miss O (again) to become the fake guest. the real guest hide outside the function room and waiting Mr. G to come out so she can pour water at him..

and once again.. we win...

hehehe,,,

-dd-

I'm not...

2008-10-05T12:34:00.005+08:00

After reading big baby is in d town blog,

i feel that the singles are under pressure (from the couple) to find one, especially the big baby...hahaha
so let me list the single for you

Image

Miss J (H)
Miss Jo
Miss J (M)
Miss Z
Miss O
Miss D
Miss G
Miss O (L)
Miss N
Miss S
Miss L
13 and below coming soon (forget who else) hahaha...

anyway, for me, it's not easy to find the perfect match as what i want..
not because of too much of demanding,
but more to the feeling and behaviour... (cia elahhh.... feeling booo...wakakaka)
and it also might be that what the girl want is not inside me...

maybe the better way to describe is

i'm not Mr. H who is handsome and romantic
I'm not Mr. H whose religious is high
I'm not Mr. R who is having soft and gentle heart
I'm not Mr. T who are nyolot and care (*peace*)
I'm not Mr. Y who can fight for their relationship for years just for "restu"
I'm not Mr. Y n Mr. F who can having relationship with older girl
I'm not Mr. P who are very kind to everybody
I'm not Mr. B n Mr. C who are fight for it

I'm not Mr. A who can receive the truth that she is taken by others

I'm not Mr. E who is silent but deadly..wkwkwkwk...

then who am I??or which one am i??

I dunno... try to figure it out...

Find the answer now...

Just read the Harvest Times about Rhema,..

What is Rhema???

in Greek language, 'Words' are divide into 2.

1. Logos = general Word of God, which if we read this it give us knowledge I need about God and His promise.
This is not receive Faith, but only receive knowledge

2. Rhema = is the saying word of God, (Faith come by hearing, and hearing by the Word of God)
so that is Rhema. it is more too A specific word, to a specific person, in a specific situation...

Rhema is usually given to the people who is waiting upon the Lord until the Holy Spirit quickens logos into Rhema

how can i get rhema about choosing a wife??

1. Neutral Gear (calm down, and listen to God)
2. Divine Desire ( if the desire is coming from God, then it will strengthen, if not, it will weaken)
3. Scriptural screening ( after desire is clear, then compare it with biblical teaching. if will not contradict the scripture)
4. A beckoning signal ( if God really has spoken into our heart, he is bound to give us a signal from outside external
world.)
5. Divine Timing ( wait for the God time)

so, i think i found out the way..

need to apply it now,, (big baby, must try too..) LOL....

-dd-

Ref: Harvest Time "Rhema" by Ps. Cho

Weekend class

2008-10-04T17:16:00.002+08:00

Usually i'm saying

"Hari gini sekolah?!!!!

Ga jaman....wakakakak..."

But, i must face it.. weekend class!!! Saturday and Sunday!!
hiks..hiks...

so now have to change the words into

"Hari gini sekolah???!!!!

beeggghhhhh......
Jaman abis, gila.... wakakakak"

In class now, intermezo for 25 mins, then write this blog...

Yesterday going to watch Kembalinya Merah Putih (if not wrong) @ NAFA theaterical..

Good performance yet usual story to be used...
Love the quier
Love the umbrella part of jim's friends
Love the hip hop dance

yet there is still minors on it...

but overall 7/10

Congratzs to Miss M, Mr. A, Mr. C for giving an effort in the show...
Love the show, and you know, when the show start, all i'm looking for is, Where is Mr. C, where is Mr. A, Where is Miss M???

hahaha...

today my 2 backstabber coming back...(*.#)

i will get my hoka-hoka bento soon.... wakakak...
cant wait for it.. after class rush to the airport and get my dinner there...
hahaha..desperate for the food...

wakakak...

class is starting..

bye

-dd-

Munajat Cinta - The Rock

2008-09-30T22:04:00.005+08:00

Phew..

Today i go to airport to send off the Head of MDC Church. before arrived there, i saw the fuel meter is low. then i continue to drive until arrive. before i go back, i called Mr. G saying that the fuel is nearly empty. i'm asking whether i need to fill it. He say no need. still enough for me to drive back home. Then i didn't fill it.

On half way, i see the light of the fuel start blinking. I say to my self Oooo...!!!! (0.o)
then i turn off the AC. hope it will slower the used of the fuel....

Suddenly i feel hot.. so i open a bit of the window... i feel like i'm in sauna... sweating every where.. i try to drive as fast as i could so the car not stop in the midle of the road because of no fuel. LOL...

i drive until i nearly home, an start to go to the car park.. in the middle of searching the car park slot, suddenly the car STOP, and OFF!!!!! (0.o)

a bit panic, then try to on the car again while praying to God... and it on again... phew
i drive to find the nearer car park slot and park there, and the machine off it self (0.o)

Luckily.. i though i'm going to duengggg!!!... LOL..

aniwei,

still doing a summary for my Law contract in the room.
then suddenly the iTunes play munajat cinta song...

"malam ini ku sendiri, tak ada yang menemani"

hahaha..... anyway, i'm alone in the home at this time...

Mr. B, Miss. A, Miss. O in their hometown.
Mr. H, Miss Y, on their way back to Singapore (suppose to be yes)
Mr. P study
Mr. Y going karaoke
Mr. G go to Batam
Mr. H is working
Miss F, doing project
Miss O, study for O level...
NTU fellows, preparing their theaterical show
Raffles fellows, Going back to their home town...

Crap.. wanna go out, but rain so hard...

makes me feels sleepy while doing the summary,,,

haiz..haiz..haiz.. more over, this weekend no "phai cau", no timezone...
why???

oughhh,,, weekend classes are coming!!!! -.-"

must responsible with the decision i made..

i gave my self cepirit..
so not ceteles...
if ceteles later atit kepala...
if atit kepala wanna S.O.S!!!!! S.O.S!!!!
S.O.S (strawberry On Shortcake)

hahaha.,...

-dd-

Sebab aku milikMu

2008-09-27T01:10:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, is my first time come to class around 8 pm. (the class is start at 7 pm). why???
because i just record a song (as a backing vocal) at Mr. Irv house. This is for Drama purpose...

I walk to the classroom, because the door is glass door, so i can see through inside what happened. I saw the lecturer is standing explaining the subject. as this is my first time come late (actually i always come late for this class at least 5 mins) 1 hour late, so i feel nervous...so pull up my confident and go in, while looking face to face to the lecturer. i just mumbling say sorry and walk away, but the whole class are looking at me like accusing you come late... the lecturer didn't say anything, but i say, thank God...

just a second after i take my seat, the lecturer say, why dont you guys have a coffee break while waiting for the computer to work... i feel like freezing in there and talking to my self, why didnt i wait for a second to come in to the class. so i need not having the guilty feelings,...

haiz.. however, i wont be that late anymore.... LOL... it's all because of Ms. O (Ms. O... i will curse you,..hahahaha...)

anywai, busway,

Just want to share some song, which i think a nice song, at least for me....

This song is sing by Sari Simorangkir, and i heard this song when i was hospitalized in NUH and this song comfort me everytime i feel bad...

Tuhan, Engkau mendengar seruan hatiku
Dan keluhku tak tersembunyi bagi Mu
Dalam kesesakanku ku mau berdiam
Dan berharap pada Mu Yesus, Kau sumber kekuatanku

Sbab aku ini milik Mu
Aku di dalam hati Mu
Kasih setia Mu yang menghidupkan aku

Sbab aku ini milik Mu
Tak ku pertahankan hidupku
Biar kehendak Mu kerjakanlah dalamku

Anugrahkan kuasaMu mengubah hatiku
Tuk selalu berserah sepenuhnya hanya kepada Mu

So guys, enjoy the music...

-dd-

Projecttttt!!!!!

2008-09-25T03:40:00.003+08:00

3.40 in the morning..... (Gwen Steph said, almost 4 in the morning....LOL )

still playing with the PROJECT (runaway)!!!!

phew.. the house is silent and quite...

i should sing silent night... LOL...

only alvin and the chipmunk music accompany me... T.T

dunno until what time i can finished this,,,

Wanna sleeppppppppp!!!!!

3 hours later...

Finally... i'm done and need to go to get some sleepppppp!!!!!!

-dd-

Welcome Home

2008-09-23T01:47:00.002+08:00

Hurray...

wo de san ge hui jia le...!!!

My brother just came back from Indonesia.. finally...

Ernie, Bert is home,,,,^^

-dd-

Mamma Mia!!

2008-09-22T10:25:00.006+08:00

What a wonderful day...

After church, i watched mamma mia movie. Its a very good movie.
I'm not sleeping there (because sunday is a very tired day, and not sleeping in the cinema is one thing that quite impossible to do, especially when the movie is boring.)
they put some comedy in the movie and the funny part of it is when the friends of Donna, are singing and making a fun of Donna..(the chiquiqita song and dancing queen song)

"....You can dance, You can jive..."

I sit next to Miss D, and she is quite same like Miss O when watch movie. I even get some "whaaatack" with bruce lee style... hahaha

but if we compare and contrast the different between Miss O n Miss D,

no different at all... LOL

why must i compared them, because they are friends since junior high school ( if i'm not wrong) so they are long time friends... (Miss O will directly give some comment on this...)

Later at that night, i started my lesson -How to Play a Guitar-
i learn to play the C,D,E,F,G,A,B.... and finally...
i can do it...
take some notes of it, and still feel the sparkling feeling on my finger after 45 minutes on playing it..

today i might learn how to play that key smoothly without touching another string. that is my biggest problem, especially when it comes to F, i use my other hand to help me arrange the position of the other hands...
LOL...

Finally, time to play badminton...

C ya,,,

-dd-

Comedy

2008-09-20T02:10:00.002+08:00

I just want to write some funny story...

There are 3 people from US, China, and Indonesia.
They are going into shooting competition.
They have to shoot an Apple which is put on a statue of Mother Mary

The first challenger is from USA.

He turn around, shoot from his back and exactly bull eyes the apple.
He then turn around again and posing by saying i'm James Bond.
everybody claps their hands and say, wah good..good..

The second Challenger, from China

She is being blindfolded and shot the apple. The apple is full of holes.
She then turn around and say i'm Michelle Yeoh.
Everybody claps their hand and cheer her up.

The third challenger, from Indonesia

He is shooting with eyes open directly see the apple. When he pull the trigger, unfortunately he shot the forehead of the Mother Mary.
He then turnaround and say I'm Sorry

LOL....

thats the story for today...

^^ C ya..

-dd-

Character

2008-09-18T23:30:00.006+08:00

Today is a busy day...

why???

wake up 8.30 in the morning (usually 10 - 12 lol..) and sleep for only 3 hours...

Accompany F to senior citizen home care, to do some interview.
When i reach there, i see a lot of old people, man and woman, staying together, being abandoned by their family..

I keep thinking in my mind, why such thing should happen (family abandoned their own parent). Came accross in my mind is 3 things;

1. Financial Problem
2. Family Problem
3. Homeless (PR worker)

For the family who came accross financial and family problem, facing the hardest emotional problem. The parent that they send there, usually will crying, curse, scould, angry to their son/daughter and keep asking why they can be so mean to send them there,,,,

One thing that i learn here, even if their son or daugther poor and dont have any financial support, they prefer to stay together and face the difficulties together. and we should respect our parents, by caring and loving them.

From there, on the way home, i had been called to meet at Jurong to play ice skating. the result is, more cut on my feet and three bandages stay on there,,., LOL

anywei, miss O today is photobox mania.... we even take 3 times in different box.. LOL
but honestly speaking actually she is more maniac compared to me.. i was the one who edited all the 3 photo booth session result, but she was the one to create all the style to be posed during the session..
and one more thing, when we see a photobox, she start smiling and i can see the words "lets do the photo session" on her forehead...LOL...

Then we spent our days at Far East todo some shopping, but unfortunately, we cant find any good things to buy..

However, when i pass Giordano, i was inspired by this word Character

Character
-cannot be develop in ease and quite, Only through exerience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired and success achieved-

Finaly, i'm end up at "somewhere, over the valley (rainbow)..." and wacthing Red Cliff....

welcome to the world of Cao Cao, Sun Quan, Liu Bei, Guan Yu, Zhang Fei, Zhuge Liang and friends

c ya ^^

-dd-

an Island full of Burger, French fries n Soft drink

2008-09-17T23:45:00.004+08:00

Another story to tell..

today, i'm wake up at (amazingly) 12.30 pm...
* what a wonderful world.... * ^^

but quotes of the day says

- there is a border line between lazy n sleepy- hahaha...

anywei, today i'm moving from one restaurant to another restourant, one cafe to another cafe...
not for the sake to try the food (my occupation is not a gourmet, and i'm not hungry all the time)

but for the sake of study ( as what my occupation is ^^) and meeting (multimedia, here i come...0.o)

however, my plan today is to do my project, but quite screw up, until i find my self in an island, full of burger and french fries and soft drink located near queenstown MRT (guess what is that!!!)

1 hour later, my mind full of number and here i go, writing the blog -.-" (swt)

ok... now i'm done..

go back to study...

Tomorrow have a new plan to go...

-phew-
c ya

-dd-

Deny diet season 2

2008-09-17T02:14:00.004+08:00

After deny diet on season 1 (read olivia blog for info) click here

I will introduce Deny diet season 2...

Are you ready guys???

the contestant (will be confirm later) are from the deny diet season 1...

so, wait for the premiere soon....

-dd-

Another campus story

2008-09-17T01:57:00.004+08:00

What a bad class today....

It started on 7 pm and end at 10 pm.

the result is ******* bad

tutorial time, the Lecturer can't explain it and i feel like *ehm*

"Hello (using ko boi ways to talk...lol)... u'r a lecture and i even do not get your point of answering the question..."

Mid test are coming soon...

it's better start to do some revision!!!!

anyway, i feel hungry at class (unusual for me hungry in class)
thinking of

1. Mc D french fries
2. The fried rice at Holland V + Chien cia lo (onion chili)
3. Mc Spicy burger
4. a cup of cold rock ice cream (yummy)

hahaha... and after class, i'm going to get it, and manage get 3 of it...

hohoho,,,

anyway, get some sleep now..

tomorrow is a simple yet complicated day ^^

-dd-

It's 3:35 AM

2008-09-16T03:35:00.007+08:00

Test 1, 2, 3

Test 1,
Test 2,
Test 3,

??? ok?? Great!!!

Hi,

soft launching of my Blog...

3.35 am and i'm not yet sleepy...T.T

Gosh...

ok i'm going to sleep now..

as a gift, enjoy the video below,

Ernie miss Bert (sesame street)

-dd-